Monday, March 7, 2011
I cannot believe it's been 10 days since my last blog post. You can safely assume that part of the reason I haven't posted is because I don't have anything 'good' to share. Since February 25th, I've been slacking off BIG TIME, with my eating & workout efforts. With food & drink (aka 'cocktails'), some days, I do okay and others I do terribly. The Y nor my trainer has seen me since February 18th and I feel.....okay. Not 'okay' in the way that it's perfectly fine that I've fallen off the bandwagon, but okay in the way that I haven't bowed out. I haven't lost any weight but, by golly, I haven't gained any weight either (thank God). Mentally, I chastise myself every day, sometimes with food, sometimes without. But, I have not 'beaten or eaten myself into depression mode' as I've done many times before. I am determined to win this battle this time, so no matter how many times I sit, fall or get knocked down, I WILL get back up.